It’s hard for me to admit,
but the hardest part about being in this relationship wasn’t opening up
it wasn’t one of those cliché problems of feeling secure or safe around you
no, the problem for me was that I felt too open, secure, and safe too soon.
the problem was convenience.
I began to loose track of whether we were together because of passionate love or lazy comfortablility.
Easy can be good – and bad.
And I wanted the challenge,
I wanted someone who was a little bit bad for me.
Too bad it’s too late.